This, I wanted...

I wanted to suffer so that I could be joyous
I wanted to cry so that I could laugh
I wanted to frown so that I could smile
I wanted to hate so that I could love
I wanted to leave you so that I could be with you
I wanted to scream so that I could be silent
I wanted to kill so that I could live
I wanted to run so that I could come
I wanted to fear so that I could be fearless
I wanted to doubt so that I could believe
I wanted to cheat so that I could be honest
I wanted to lie so that I could be truthful
I wanted to destroy so that I could create
I wanted to be a man so that I could be a woman
I wanted to be everything so that I could be you (-: